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kaikki on ihan samanlaista
mutta kuitenkin tunnen
että pieni pala puuttuu
eikä sitä löydy mistään

jäi matkan varrelle
ojan pohjaan
vajonnut alas
meren syvimpään kohtaan

tunnen itseni petetyksi
hyväksikäytetyksi
miksi uskoin, että sinä olet
kuin lääke vanhoille haavoilleni

revit ne vaan auki...

last words

life is full of suprises

some are nice and amazing

some makes you cry

and some makes you feel empty

memories

why i can't just delete them

why i can't just forget them

like nothing happened

I made a rule for myself one day

that day was, when one of my friend lost her family member

and the last time she talked with him

she was mad at him

she yelled at him

and that why she was upset

was for so small reason

she just had bad day

you can never know

when it will be the last time

you talk to an important person

you will never forgive to yourself

if your last words to that person 

are words of angry

you can't ask him to forgive you

never

that's why I made that rule

never let anybody go away

with bad memories of you

never

that is same in relationship

kiss always with passion

hug always tightly

you will never know

when that will be your last kiss

last hug

last words

before you break up, or lose each other

i wish sometimes

i could go back in time

and tell to important people

i love them

before it's too late...

the saddest people smile the brightest

She was that kind of girl

Always smiling

Always helping others

She was the strong one

Or she just looked strong

She listened always everyone's problem

She tried to make other's feel happy

She couldn't watch from the side, if someone was sad

But she never told

She was inside broken

She wasn't strong

She just tried to make others feel loved

Because she didn't felt so

And it was horrible

There was only one bad thing in being strong

Everyone thought, she didn't need help

'cause she was strong

Nobody asked her, was she okay

or how its going.

And she was died inside

She was empty

Her smile didn't shine

She tried to hide her feelings

her sadness

But we all know

There is one point

When we just can't hide something

There is one point

When we just break

And one day

She broke

She broke inside

Into million pieces

And nobody cared

"Hey, she is strong, she will get over it!"

 But she didn't

Some pills

And her life ended

Please

Never, never ever expect, that who is smiling

He is okay

Because, the loneliest people are the kindest and

The saddest people smile the brightest.